And you had certainly wished for martyrdom before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it [before you] while you were looking on.
The Saheeh International Quran Translation
وَلَقَدْ كُنتُمْ تَمَنَّوْنَ ٱلْمَوْتَ مِن قَبْلِ أَن تَلْقَوْهُ فَقَدْ رَأَيْتُمُوهُ وَأَنتُمْ تَنظُرُونَAnd you had certainly wished for martyrdom before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it [before you] while you were looking on.